She knows how I feel.

"so sick of you deciding if im happy or sad

fulfilled or desperate

satisfied or alone

so instead of moping about it

im going to fucking write you off

AGAIN

for the last time

four times is more then enough for me to get fed up

the second time was more then enough

im so fucking sick of YOU

i’m so fucking sick of your bullshit excuses

if you can’t get your thick head around the fact that i’m amazing

deserve better

and will get better

then i don’t need to trifle with your petty antics

seriously, i wanted so badly to believe that this time you were different.

i wanted so badly to think that you would just get it this time

that we finally got it figured out

that you finally came to a conclusion

obviously you haven’t

i’m deleting you out of my life

you don’t fucking exist to me anymore

im so

fucking

sick

of this

stupid

bullshit.

i don’t have to put up with it anymore.

i don’t have to be sad anymore. i don’t have to mope. i’m just going to be angry. and defensive. and cold. and hard. because i am so sick of being treated like trash.

fuck. you."

-elengberg.tumblr.com