And it all came tumbling down...

Everything bad that has happened in the past five months came flooding in this morning.
So today was pretty much the worst day in the history of Dakota's worst days.

• I miss my dad.
• I miss Able, way too much.
• I got in trouble.
• My shirt lifted up in front of this boy that teases me a lot.
• I started getting really self conscious about my lump.
• I got in trouble for LETTING my guy friend put his arm around me.
• I was bloated during P.E., which was very hard, by the way.
• Michael wasn't at school.
• Able's best friend told me that Able hates me.
• When I came home, my house was empty. It finally settled in that Alyx is gone.
• Sam is going to Seattle sometime soon to visit my sister.
• I cried in front of my whole class.
• Able sent me song lyrics. It doesn't matter what they are, they always make me... sad.
• And to top it all off, I'm on my period.

My life could be a lot worse, but I am really not myself lately.
FML.